Yesterday, my energy was intense. This morning, after lucid dreaming this is what I wrote in my journal:
"I accept my Call. I am shaped by my conscious experiences. Resistance to the Call creates experiences that work against the fulfillment of One's deepest desires. It's not GOD punishing me; it's Me punishing Me. Resistance to My Call is self-abandonment One's "original" intent is what begins the awakening and journey to the Inner Peace One so desperately seeks."