A few days ago, my IG friend, Phil Good (@philgoodlife) did a YouTube Energy Update on "Managing Your Energetics". I felt every word. When he said that I must "be grateful for where I am." this was a blow that triggered me. Within hours, I was in full blown "retreat mode". My ego was scrambling. I observed my energy intensifying as images of my un-gratefulness rolled across the movie screen of my mind. Tears streamed down my face. I was in that space again. Yet, underneath the chaos; I feel "possibility" and "opportunity". Again, "Is it possible for me to heal? Is it possible for me to release the core belief(s)? In overdrive mode, it hardly ever feels like it is possible for true, lasting healing. In overdrive mode, it hardly ever feels like I can be free of the core belief(s). Would I continue to be ashamed?