No one can prescribe to you your "Journey".

When you awaken? It's up to you.

We each agreed to physically manifest; to incarnate our Whole Souls into Physical Beings. We came with a purpose that, yes, we "forgot". Our forgetting brought many experiences along the way. Experiences based on our agreed upon purpose for coming to this 3-Dimensional plane called "Earth". These experiences eventually lead to a space of "What's Next?"

Only you "Know"; and this "knowing" is purely Spiritual. We can study the lives of others; yet, their "answers" are not "yours". You will know what's for you.